nothing and everything

Engage me
Make me feel alive
Don't fake this
I swear I'll leave...
I swear.

You forced the moment, and I smiled it away...
Fearful of potential loss, blind to the impending gain.
I forced the moment, and you smiled it away
Still, I can't leave...and I'm fully aware.


Wake me
End this sleepwalk from day to day
Apathy
One more iota between us, and I swear - I'll return to dream.

You forced the moment, and I smiled it away...
Fearful of potential loss while playing this pretentious game.
We forced the moment, and I smiled it away...
Still I can't leave, and I'm fully aware

That all we really had was a hope that something more was waiting (waiting)
Just beyond the reach of the hands we'd hold (the hand you held, the hand i held)
And all we really have is a hope that there's still something waiting (waiting)
But I've grown far too tired, and far too cold.

We forced the moment...
Now I'm throwing it away
With hopes that someone new will engage me...wake me (engage me, wake me)...
And all that was will fade.