nothing and everything

Remember the first time I told you I love you -
It was raining hard, and you never heard.
You sneezed, and I had to say it over...
"I said I love you," I said...you didn't say a word -
Just held your hands to my shining eyes,
And I watched, as the rain ran through your fingers...
Held your hands to my shining eyes
And smiled, as you kissed me...

"If you die," you said, "so do I," you said...
And it starts the day you make the sign.
"Tell me I'm forever yours, and you're forever mine...
Forever mine."


"If you die," you said, "So do I," you said...
And it starts the day you cross that line.
"Swear I will always be yours, and you'll always be mine...
You will always be mine...
Always be mine."

Remember the last time I told you I love you -
It was warm and safe in our perfect world.
You yawned, and I had to say it over...
"I said I love you," I said...you didn't say a word
Just held your hands to your shining eyes,
And I watched, as the tears ran through your fingers...
Held your hands to your shining eyes,
And cried...

"If you die," you said, "so do I," you said...
But it ends the day you see how it is -
There is no always forever...just this...
Just this.

"If you die," you said, "so do I," you said,
But it ends the day you understand -
There is no if...just and.

There is no if...just and.

There is no if...

when you're silent
have you nothing to say, or too many thoughts to convey?
when you're quiet
know that i'm trying to find what's hiding in your mind.

when you're crying
do your tears meet a smile?

i miss you.

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